Daydreams

 I started daydreaming about the word- and how it is in the day dreams - and unlike our nighttime ones - we are awake 

I also keep coming back to the things I daydream about the most and I always come back to episodes or times in my early childhood 

It got me to realizing with more amazement how our young experiences and nurture shape us so deeply and permanently 

Now I think people can overcome bad feelings or not the most optimal upbringing- in general- but I am curious why such ordinary places and occurrences hold such pivotal spots in our dreams memories and daydreams

Of course I daydream about current things and future hopes- but it’s not like the essence of those indelible scenes from our childhoods

So as I write this letter’s blog post- I ask myself why there are not a litany of those fond days - why for me there are the same old few- as far as I can recall I had a wonderful childhood 

I believe that on those days- there must have been something else that made it embed so deeply- I’m guessing it was events I could not understand- so the parts I could decipher were the ones that stuck