n is for numbers

a while back i was discussing numbers and how people see their numbers in colors something called...well this is what wikipedia says--

Synesthesia (also spelled synæsthesia or synaesthesia, plural synesthesiae or synaesthesiae), from the ancient Greek σύν (syn), "together," and αἴσθησις (aisthēsis), "sensation," is a neurological condition in which stimulation of one sensory or cognitive pathway leads to automatic, involuntary experiences in a second sensory or cognitive pathway.[1][2][3][4] People who report such experiences are known as synesthetes. Recently, difficulties have been recognized in finding an adequate definition of synesthesia[5][6], as many different phenomena have been covered by this term and in many cases the term synesthesia ("union of senses") seems to be a misnomer. A more accurate term for the phenomenon may be ideasthesia. \

back to me---i told this person how i see my numbers, and they like everyone that i have divulged this to—were amused and a little disturbed---

for all of my life, i have seen my numbers in certain directions---not realizing for years, how this is not the case, with anyone so far, i have shared this with-----i will attempt to show you what is in my head, regarding numbers, and how they should line up---

                                    29

                                    28

                                    27

                                    26

                                    25

                                    24

                                    23

                                    22

                                    21 31

12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 30

11

10

9

8

7

6

5

4

3

2

1

0

this is kinda annoying to type, so i will not go on---but you get the idea, 40-90 continue in this pattern---until i get to 100 and then it goes horizontal –my numbers really don't have an impression in my brain much past 112---my numbers do not come in colors---what about your numbers?